Travelling can be a lot of fun! I choose to believe that most of us agree with that. We travel for different reasons and for varying duration of time. The excursions do come to and end at some point and we have to eventually return home.
There are realities and new discoveries that you discover upon your return and they could be shocking. That is what known as Culture Shock.
Picture living in a different country for almost two years with no trips back home in the middle of it all. Does that sound familiar?
This for me was a shift from Botswana, a country about the same size as France in Southern Africa with a population of just over 2 million people.
Now imagine moving from here to country with so much activity. So much activity that you get confused at the beginning, then in the middle of confusion comes hate, and then love when you least expect it. From there it all becomes parallel; a love hate relationship. Well that was my life in India. I have tried to explain it to those who haven’t experienced it and failed dismally. (Click on link below)
But thankfully those who have experienced it agree with me. Well, most of them.
The reality is after you get to move about and see other places you get to see that it is your reality because you had nothing else to compare it to, and that’s how it became safe, comfortable. That’s what you feel when you haven’t experienced any other reality.
Now let me take you through my experience with reverse culture shock.
I remember that cold night sometime in May when Kenya Airways flight from Nairobi touched down at Sir Seretse Khama International Airport in Gaborone. I had mixed feelings. I was excited and anxious. I didn’t know who was waiting for me at the airport. As I walked from the aircraft to the terminal building I saw my friends wave at me from behind the clear windows. My heart was filled with joy as I raised my hand to reciprocate.
At that moment being back home became more real. I felt it from within, I was home. The thing is, home felt different and guess who came to mind; The same person that touched down at Indira Gandhi International Airport in New Delhi about two years ago was going through the same thing he went though in India. That’s me! I was extra observant. I started asking about a lot of changes I noticed as we were driving home. I remember asking about the benches along Western bypass, cleaner roads (or maybe this was in comparison to India) and more. I remember at some point my uncle just told me to stop asking too many questions, that nothing has changed.
It was after midnight anyway. Thankfully I could only see so much with my naked eyes. So I got home and started asking lots of questions till I fell asleep. What happened to this? What happened to that?
The next morning arrived, days became weeks, and that’s when it started to hit me even more. I knew this place but I felt like a stranger in it. I felt like everyone moved on with their lives, not meaning I didn’t expect them to. Just that it felt a bit hard because part of me was expecting somehow things would be back to normal. My normal.
That’s the thing! I was feeling naïve all over again.
It felt like I expected everyone who texted me when I was in India to honour their “we should link up” promises”. Little did I know.
I started to ask myself too many questions day by day, including the following;
Why am I paying too much?
I had been using Rupees, the legal tender in India and got used to it. The cost of living there was quite affordable meaning that I could buy a lot of things for a cheaper price at an already lower currency and now I have come back home to a different reality. One Pula (Botswana Currency) is equivalent to somewhere between six and seven Indian Rupees. Do the math.
I had this thing in my mind of constantly converting money when I was supposed to pay. I always felt like punching myself on the face. Why am I paying so much money for just a drink, fruits, this cocktail? I avoided going to the shops at all costs. I did not end up far of course.
What Convenience?
Here I am back home from India where I could just perform any transaction from my mobile phone. Where I could order a taxi especially Uber from the mobile app if I needed to go anywhere and now here I was ….constantly shouting at the cab driver from the local cab companies because they kept me waiting for too long. To make it worse, they would ask for directions to where I am exactly. I would just go berserk!
Alternative options for transport were even far from my thoughts. I wanted to see auto rickshaws everywhere. I found myself postponing most of my errands just so I could collectively run them when I had a car.
Part of this was fueled by the fact that internet packages are just too expensive, not to mention credit that mysteriously disappears from my phone. Goodness!
It was during these times that I missed those times when I could just easily access the internet from my phone without any bugs. I could even do online streaming while on my way to work and not worry about any extra charges. Now I had to get used to the struggle of limited connection. I still we had those affordable Blackberry internet packages.
Mother Nature, are you this beautiful?
I would feel very uncomfortable when I found windows closed at home. I would open them wide and think to myself why not allow fresh air inside the house. This for me was luxury in Delhi because of pollution. I started going out a lot and appreciating all the things mother nature has to offer in their undisturbed state.
It’s too quite around here! And where are the people?
I remember the first apartment I moved to in Delhi was along Shivalik main road in Malviya Nagar near the main market. It was a lovely location but the noise was just unavoidable especially during peak hours. Chai wallas, auto wallas, garbage collectors the list is endless. They would all shout different catch up lines to get the attention of their customers and some of this would happen when you are trying to sleep. This is what I was used to. Now I was back in Gaborone waking up every morning to pin drop silence. Traffic jams were the order of the day in India, here it was so organised. It felt like I was experiencing all of this for the first time.
No noise! Complete silence! Very few people.
I started thinking of those wedding processions that would pop up on a busy road anytime and the band with those speakers producing sounds that could be heard all they way in Mukherjee Nagar.
Did I greet?
India has a population of over a billion people. Imagine how many people I met daily. For example getting on a metro daily meant that I met thousands and thousands of commuters who also used the Delhi metro which meant that greeting them was a daunting task. Unlike here in Botswana where greetings are a thing you do naturally. You might meet the same person more than two times in a day. Well one may choose not to greet others but with a population of just over two million that means we all know each other somehow. Coming back to this reality was a constant reminder of the reverse culture shock that I am talking about.
That was part of my share of culture shock coming back home, and of course there are more that could be added to these above illustrations but I will just stick to those for now.
Reverse culture shock makes it seem like what used to be our comfort zone now feels uncomfortable somehow. This is why it is easier when it’s just culture shock because then you can just learn because it is first time experiences unlike reverse culture shock.
With that said, there is something beautiful in all of this confusion. It makes us more aware of our surroundings, ourselves and makes us grow wiser.